Meow at the cows.
I did something I should-na have…

I looked up the profiles of the past participants of isingbeijing program, the audition I have tomorrow,

and realized that they are all older, with infinitely more training and experience and physical years on their voices than are on mine,

and that is the level that I must be at to get in.

Oh boy… ugh. Even if I do fantastic tomorrow, there’s such a sliver of hope.

Bugger!